Friday, May 6, 2011

So I had a bad day....

This post will kind of be like a rant blog but I will try not make it one. I just need to release my feelings.

I basically had a very bad day. I didn't get much sleep. I felt kind of weird since I was wearing the same clothing as I wore the day before because I slept over at a family friends' house. It was just a weird day for me to start off.

I went into work and basically crazy things started happening all day. I was very much in a bitchy mood and couldn't get out of it for awhile.

To even end off the day, I had to walk in the rain in my new Aldo wedges that costs me over $100. I also did not have an umbrella since I did not get a chance to go back home to go get it. I am one of those people that ALWAYS carries their umbrella with them when I know it's going to rain. I check the weather every morning and I dress accordingly. In this case I couldn't.

I also missed the GO bus to go back home because I couldn't walk fast enough in the wedges I was wearing. They were 5 inches so I didn't think it was worth it for me to run and twist my ankle just to make a bus ride. So that make me feel even worse about my day.

When I finally got on the GO bus, the bus driver told me I could take a different bus in order to get to my destination. I told him I knew that. In my mind, I did not want to wait around for the bus because I would be unproductive. Although the bus he recommended to me would make me arrive 15 minutes earlier than the bus he was driving, I did not care. I was in such a bad mood that I would take the first bus that would take me to my destination. Keep in mind it was raining A LOT! So I was definitely wet and feeling miserable as hell. The bus drivers even had the balls to tell me "Next time, you should take the other bus". Uh, is there a rule where you can tell me what bus I want to take. NO! I can do whatever I want. I am paying for your service so it doesn't matter how I get to my destination. The bus he was driving only had less than 10 people in it so I don't know why he was making such a big deal.

So I found a seat and I just started balling my eyes out. The whole situation with the GO bus driver just pushed me over the edge and I just started crying. Luckily, no one was around me so it was as embarrassing. But yea, that was my bus ride home.

I also got in a huge argument with my dad because he made me take the GO bus home in the rain. When I finally got home I talked to him about it during dinner and started crying at the dinner table. He just said things to me that were very hurtful. You should never say to your children the thing he said to me. He basically make me feel worthless.

He sent me an e-mail earlier this day. It was a link to a Facebook video about how we should be patient with our parents. Here is the link to the video if you are interested in watching:

But yea, I am heading over to Shawn's house right now to watch High School Musical 3 because Zac Efron and Shawn make me happy.

Love you all!!